Baby B(ash)

Next week, I finally get to see AJ which is wonderful. A long distance relationship is difficult at best; I don’t think any two people can have more difficult schedules to work around. Of all the men I’ve dated, I’d have to say he’s the one. I guess everyone thinks that about their current significant other; but it isn’t always true. I just know what my head, my heart and my gut tell me. I am the luckiest girl in the world when it comes to romance.

Work, that’s another story. I adore Joss; I would never change this experience for anything. With all the joy that comes with acting, there is an equal amount of stress as a producer. I wasn’t the only one disappointed with the poster; thank God there is a new one.

The website was re-launched with a more inviting look, and the trailer is wicked. Reshooting the pilot was a smart move allowing us to pull in the audience quicker. There continue to be script problems, but those were resolved and we were on set last week, that’s with the good.

If there is anything consistent with this show is change. I have to admit that it pisses me off that there are already websites to save Dollhouse. Gives me that slayer walking into the cemetery without a stake and 100 vamps are about to rise. Creepy, I’m sure you’ve all felt it. Back to the change part, we have a new air date, Friday, Feb. 13. Four years ago it was the date Angel was cancelled. I’m taking it as a good sign.

The thing scaring me most right now, meeting his mom. We’re spending Thanksgiving together. Wish me luck on that one.

Our new puppy, which AJ hasn’t met yet, Echo, I had to do it, likes the computer so much that she’s figured out how to turn off the wireless. She turned it off when I was on this week, and here I thought my wireless was down. So if I pop off it’s her, she doesn’t like my being on the computer and barks at my dad and brothers. She’s a spitfire, just like me, but when I take her out, she gets all shy.

Much love to MH and teh J, Shan and everyone I’ve missed. Work has been crazy. I should be around now. I have figured out which button to push when she’s turned off the internet.

I’ve missed you guys.

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Two Nasty: Fiona and Daniel's Greatest Hits
two nasty - noun, adj.. the nastiest you can get (according to Fiona)

Warning: Explicit content. Punk-asses beware.



Pull My Hair - Ying Yang Twins
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Jump - Kriss Kross
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The Zoo - R. Kelly
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Pussy Don't Fail Me Now - Missy Elliot ft. Tweet
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Play - David Banner
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Beautiful Liar - Beyonce & Shakira
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Xxplosive! - Dr. Dre
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Not Tonight - Lil Kim
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No Letting Go - Wayne Wonder
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Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani
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Grindin' - Clipse and Bad Boyz - Shyne
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All I Have to Give - Backstreet Boys
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I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden
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Careless Whisper - Wham
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Superstar - Maude Maggart
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Set the Mood - Justin Timberlake
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Dirty Diana - Michael Jackson
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I Just Wanna Fuck You - Dr. Dre
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Back for Good - Take That
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Real Talk - R. Kelly
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Redlight Special - TLC
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Bitch Betta Have My Money - AMG
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Pop That Pussy - 2 Live Crew
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*BONUS TRACK!: California Girls - David Lee Roth
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Additional David Lee Roth commentary.

- each of you can ask me up to ten questions, so make them good.
- i'm not placing a content filter on said questions, so ask whatever you want.
- i will answer each and every question honestly and to the best of my ability.

There were times, when I was a kid, when I'd sit on the ground on a sunny day and look up to the sun and want nothing at all but that moment. It was a feeling of goodness that we chase all our lives. Life is one big chase for something underneath everything that we do - it's the bass line. Those times, sitting there and face turned up to the sky, I didn't care about yesterday or tomorrow. Now, I can't think without traces of tomorrow and yesterday. It all bleeds and blends and the moment of now is lost within it all. And it leaves me unsettled and yearning for anything other than this stretch of everything and nothing. Something better. It's in abundance for a reason, so I suppose we have to appreciate it.

It's not easy do so when I feel incredibly discontent and know that nothing can satisfy the feeling. I fill it with something until next time because it's all that I can do. I understand why people walk into the ocean and never return. It's an insatiable need that can never be found. And I don't know what it is. I feel closest to attaining it when I make music. They may not be related, but it feels as if music and that need are close. I think what it is, is something so wonderful that it makes all you ever settled for simple stepping stones. That makes even the things you wouldn't trade for anything, simple stepping stones. For that reason, I despise and am afraid of this feeling. It seems to make everything that matters not matter at all.

I think it's buried underneath all that's unnecessary and sometimes you can make out the whisper. Just a reminder for you to not forget that there's more. I never forget. Remembering is all there is.